I was born and raised in a West Bank settlement for the first twenty-two years of my life, inside one of the most sophisticated indoctrination systems in the world.

I went through the process of deprogramming from the inside out: deconstructing the fears, identities, traumas, and nervous system conditioning that perpetuated cycles of pain and suffering. 

On the other side of that process was peace, clarity, and liberation. 

I now share this process openly, through writing, in-person gatherings, speaking, and individual support. 

Contributing to this work helps it reach more people.

I am devoted to keeping it free. 

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The Collapse of The Iron Dome
And so are you.
How I participated in child sacrifice.
We are all human. I used to believe Palestinians were less than human. That was the problem.
The hatred we aim at the other never stays aimed at the other. It turns inward, on our own, on ourselves. This disease lives anywhere another is dehumanized. No politics, no religion, no flag makes anyone immune.
I used to take large doses of psychedelics hoping to fix my problems, heal my pain, and wake up in a different reality. The cheating was dissociation. The hiding was dissociation from the dissociation. The substances were dissociation from the hiding
What happens when you dehumanize the dehumanizers? You become one.
When external rituals become proof of purity, the heart never has to be examined. I grew up inside this system. That’s how I kept kosher while living a double life. Link in bio.